Garik — first of all, you have great courage, though I am not sure you give yourself credit for that. Secondly, it sounds like you have a wonderful, supportive family. It angers me to hear, once again, how psychiatrists feel the answer to such challenges is to medicate the hell out of you, not to mention the extra risk involved in knowing you “imbibe”, as well. In my readings, I have come across this very different and empowering woman doctor, and if you feel like it, maybe you can see why I am impressed by her and her approach. Here is here website: https://kellybroganmd.com/

Take good care,

Marcela